I used to play them a lot but rn whenever i launch any games I'm feeling like I'm betraying my life goals. I'm addicted i cant remember how many times I uninstalled cs go and dota and told myself to focus on studies and do not play them but I always ended up installing them when i get tired and bored.
how old are you? Because that will definitely change with time, unless you're degenerate. I used to play like 8-12 hours a day 5 years ago, and now I know my priorities and even though I have a lot of free time this year, I just dont have that eager to play anymore.